The moon and sun where always meant for eachother. But one thing that gets me is the moon can never catch up with the sun.
So is that how I should look at this?
I mean he was perfect. . We would go eat and then go do something even if it was nothing. Have sex and then go watch fucking Netflix I mean what more can you ask for it was perfect. . Maybe it is the age thing.. I mean maybe if he was older and able to move out or have his own car our relationship would last longer. . Witch too day would of been since it was our one month. .
Or maybe it’s supose to keep going like the moon keeps trying to catch the sun to finnaly give its first kiss. But that’s not me.. I don’t like to play tag.. I want someone I can see and trust and not have technology be our life line to be our relationship. I Wana be there in person to tell them they look cute that day or that I love you’re bed head.or to just give them a hug out of no where . I’m just done with going out of my way to make one happy when in the end it bites me in the but. Even when we would go out and you see a hot guy you just stare him down.. and then when you notice me looking out you, you look back at me..
This if you read this.. age didn’t matter when I saw you or my mom was talking me down about it.. I saw how you made me. You let me be me. I could be my goofy weird self around you. I wanted to keep chasing the mountains even if it meant for days.. you where the perfect one out of them all. You’re smile, the little thing about you. Like the way you smile and you’re eyebrows go different ways when I say something weird.. The first thing you do when I hold you’re hand is to go over my vanes and look at my pinkies. . but after this.. I just.. knew it was to good to be true.. Yea I still listen to you’re voice mails every night before bed but then it changes when your 3rd voice mail says you ended it with you’re ex.. witch would mean the first 2 that where the most meaningful you had you’re ex in the back of you’re mind….but you also did befor our relationship came to an end.. and tho you may see that I was at the ‘breaking point’ with our relationship I was.. Cuz I knew that the day you said you were talking with you’re ex and you guys made up and you swore and promised me not to worry cuz nothing would happene..
Well look what happened
I just want to fly away
to no particular place.I only want to close my eyes and let it all just go.
Scream and kick and cry and die.I lie in bed awake at night.Replay what we used to be
I can’t believe it’s over now
And you have moved on without me.
Why would I think dating you’re age would be ok? You haven’t gone down the path that Manny have, you let you’re ex play with you’re mind when all he is, is lonely in his lie. One who lets an ex back still loves the Devils game. It’s not the first time this has happen nore will it be the last. So as I sit in the car after a long day at work, I listene to you’re message I began to cry. Fuck you for everything you did. Fuck you for being in my head . I did nothing but love and got nothing but replaced. Fuck you and you’re rock,as mine collects dust on the shelf. Fuck you and you’re game. Fuck you, Chasing the mountains was worth to see. But now all you’ll be is the last mountain I see.. soo good bye for now and goodbye for good. How can a 15 year old, do so much damage to me.. I hope a zombie apacolypse happens and then will you remember me..